WHAT will be here?

To be honest I have no idea what will come up into my mind during my journey. But I think You have experienced that feeling. I think I will share how our life situations are not like -> honey and milk even I think it is disscusing combination. They are really FUCKED UP.

After how I influenced on my friend who wanted to give up on himself and rather die

and after reading many books about life and how everything is fucked up ( like books from Ellen DeGeneres who is my Idol)

I started to write about (my) LIFE thoughts. WHY ? Good question, I have no iDEA still. Just kidding... Because they are saying that writing would/should help me (& YOU) to realize many things, like what is going on in this FUCKED UP LIFE?!

I will try to encourage other people to start to think about what is important. I think I started this because my friend said that I am a good influencer. I did not realize all this shit stuff until I saw it.

I did not know how people can be despread in life and how other peoples minds are working untill my frined and even me where in this situation.

To be more honest my friend wanted to take his life (I will not name this person but let say it is HE maybe it can be a girl who knows but it is a HUMAN being just in case you know ).

Once I realized how I changed HIS mind where I had no experience, I am not a psychologist or anything in that way but I realized I am a good listener and maybe we need more like I am (hope not all 100% of what I am because the world would then be fucked up completely -> ofc I am joking)

I will have in each post some written sections about what and how I did some stuff in my life, how many I will write? Well, WHO KNOWS I am not a fucking wizard or a person who can see in future.

But the "goal" should be HOW to help Yourself and to help people around You.

And please FYI I will talk about S*HIT stuff here so please do not expect FLOWERS, HONEY or WHAT THE FUCK EVER, understood?

OK so let's start my journey.

Btw I am a huge fan of the TV show"New Amsterdam". Because Dr. Max Goodwin is an amazing example of how we should treat each other with a simple question: HOW CAN I HELP?

Kid