2.1. PEOPLE -> how the hell should we deal with all types of shits which are crossing our paths ?

1. In people I am counting Family, Friends and Enemies.

Family.... emmm. During my life I realized that people who are NOT blood connected with me HELPED me 10x more than my own family, which is sad. So that's because I will stand after this sentence: BLOOD DOES NOT MEAN FAMILY.

I am not perfect neither are YOU. Wrong I am super perfect, just joking (no I am not).

Family for me is someone who will take me when everything is going downstairs in my life and will not walk away when LIFE is not easy peasy.

I want to say as well I am not an EASY person to handl, sometimes I am super crazy and sometimes I so closed that I would not even tell if you would give anything what is labeled with DEADLPOOL sign. Ok than I would think, only think about.

O yea I should put that I am a BIG DEADPOOL fan. So if you want to buy me something well you know now what :D

OK back to Family thing. What I was saying oh yea, so if you are related with your cousin(s) which is (are -> all of them) an asshole(a) like mine (pssst hope they will not read it, they will not because they can not speak or read English language, well they are not stupid but still could not put better word for them ) You DO not NEED to be nice to them, will not change anything even if there are your brother and sisters. Be with people who makes You happy and who will always hug when YOU will have fucked up day or a year.

Turn Your energy into something what will make YOU happy.

It will be hard but that's life.

I have a Family member, lets call her A. She is cool and nice and so on, she want to help You always, but she stacked with her own PROBLEMS.

How to help those family members. Some of them we can not help because they choose it not be saved. I would personally not say LET IT GO. Because I am not a person like that I will always keep pushing at least to talk to ME. After I realized the problems she has will destroy here more than if she would do something about this. I still did not wanted to let go, THAT WAS MY MISTAKE. I should let it go because now she berly talking to me because I thought I could FIX it but ofc I did not FIX any of her fucked up problem because I love her and I still do. This is not my friend who wanted to kill HIM self. This is a completely different story SHE did not wanted to kill her self or to harm her self in anyway. She just wanted to be ALONE, alone with her self and her problems. Those types of people we need to let go but not from our harts. She is the most strongest person which I know almost after my grandmother and one friend.

The easiest way to face them is just to give them a HUG and walk away. Trust they will appreciate it even they will not tell you anything.

Lesson's thought N. Zebian and I completely agree with:

Do not break a bird's wings and then tell it to fly.

It means:

<< Do not break a heart and then tell it to love. Do not break a soul and then tell it to be happy. Don't see the worst in a person and expect them to see the best in You. Do not judge people and expect them to stand by your side. Do not play with fire and expect to say perfectly safe.

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Do YOU understand what I want to say ?

Life is about giving and taking. You can not expect to give bad and receive good. You can not expect to give GOOD and receive BAD. even if there are Your Family do not was on someone who is bad all the time, stay away from those poison people, trust me you will thank me in the end.

This above is the same about FRIENDS. The good thing is we can choose them, because Family we can not (the blood related I meant).

REAL FRIENDS

Real friends, they do not let you down,

Each brings a light to your dark days, actually come to dark side we have cookies!!!! :)

Always there when You need them in good and bad times,

Listening to what You have to say ( I am a terrible friend I am always saying: sorry did You say something, please can You repeat it(just kidding)),

Finding a way to make jokes of you.

Remaining that you need to study.

Inspiring them how cool and amazing person I am

Encouraging them to jump from the bridge, first them than You just to make sure if it deep enough,

Never say never, but I just did does it count any way NEVR.

Doing crazy thing besides of jumping from the bridge You can try from the plane.

Saying how beautiful I am even dahhh I know that but it is always nice to here it again,

And again and again.

Ready to go out when You BF dumped you so we can get drunk, even personally it horrible idea.

Even if it middle of the night what in my case I am always awake from 3 AM ok sometimes 3.30 AM

Every time they should count that they can call us, but please in my case do not call me between 9PM and 3 AM because I am sleeping

After that You can call or even before.

Life is all about to have right people in them.

I need to rest my brain. YES I have a brain.

ok here we go again. ALwalys whenn Ia m sayong it, in my head is playing the song HERE I GO AGAIN

from WHITESNAKES.